it took so long just to feel happy again
and then you crushed me when i tried to talk to you
you were my best friend through all those days
it turns out hard work never paid
i wish i could go back in time and never talk to you so i could be happy
but even after that i'd still be dissapointed with you
i wish i had never met you
but that wish would undo everything we'd do
we had fun we used to make art, sing songs, do whatever we wanted to get things off our minds
but turns out you were just pushing me way to far to have pride in myself
i saw you as a figure that i could trust and look up to
now i know that you're just talking about